bcoz of u Lyircs ^_^ by Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself

Cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did,

You fell so hardI've learned the hard way

To never let it get that farBecause of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me,

but everyone around meBecause of you

I am afraidI lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because you know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake

A smile, a laugh everyday of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of youI am afraid

I watched you dieI heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the nigh

tFor the same damn thing

Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of youI try my hardest just to forget everything

Because of youI don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of youI'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of youI am afraid

Because of you

Because of you

2dae heLped out in 1000+ pax dish out . . .

ytd was my offdAe, been zZz all e dae and doin my stuffs . . . 2dae wrk 1-9pm . . . as usual, do high Tea mise-en-place (preparations)), Looked after high tea--> 150+ pax. . . wow ! lotta Manx . . i and 2 colleagues help look aFter, but majority was im doin it, shag manx , haf 2 go up and dw fer e 2 types of pizzas . . . ha. . saw chef ivan on e waY . . .

after lookin after hiGh tea, help xiao di(im older den him bY 8daes nia))aka ah tecK packed condiments & top up ingredients fer 2molo lunch + hiGh teA , , , den went fer my dinNer @ ard 6.10pm . . saw mY colleague. . . joined her fer a chat, den she left . . another colleague came and joined in, chat lotta stuffs. . . nice chat though . . .

den went back 2 e kItchen, asked chef ivan gt aniting 2 help out wif, he sae juz stay in e kitchen, c anyting can help den heLp lor. . so i help chef sOon peeled e stalk of kai lan . . . den sum other cHores. . . . den ah huat (a shatec trainee)) informed me tat 's timeZ 2 go dw heLp out e dish out @ lvl 4 svc kitchen . . .

chat x2 wif colleagueS. . . den briefin on e 2 course meals thingy . . after tat wait fer e service side pples ok den we can dish out. . . b4 tat, chef ivan camE over 2 me. . i c his face , machiam ate smth funny? . . . so i asked him Yyy . . he sae e smoked salmon from e gardmanger (cold side) taste not fresh de. . . i tried it after he asked me try e flesh w/o e mustard sauce. . . wa lau eh !!!!!!! wad taSte was tat ! ! ! . . suxs manx. . so fishy . . eeeeeeeeee

den Chef ivan told me is bcoz of e cheap grade of e saLmon lor. . den i asked him how 2 reverse e situation, he sae cant. . as when a fd is lousy quality, e finishin product oso 'LL b e same. . . e fishy taste still in my mouth, he asked me 2 rinsh my mouth or eat little of e deep fried ginger julienne(fine strips)) . . . den i ate little. . ah . . .h, much more Beta =>

den i was under Chef Ron's grp fer Statuion #6 . . . benjamin oso in dere. . we chat quite alot. . tok cock manx . . . 1st course we dished out was : steamed cod fish in young coconut wif bua telak sauce. . . garnished wif fried fermented soy beans, deep fried ginger julienne and corriander leaves. . .

2nd course was a pc of lamb rack + lamb loin, risotto wif mint + green peas + its related sauce+ sauteed mixed capsicums. . .

den . . . .

It's goin time ! ! ! . . . lolx. . i, benjamin and ah huat shoo off. . den i and benjamin kpo, go c e function rm . . gt Moses Lim as e host dere. . . ho x2. . . den i saw a glass of F & N orAnge juiCe on e service table. . i asked e waiter passed 2 me. . . den i drank little, CHef Ron came & ka jiao me. . den he drank little too ., . . benjamin was waitin fer his drink from e waiter. . . so long lehx. . . 4gt it, i den gave him drink all . . . den we walked thru e ballrm . . den saw 2 diff [Appetizer]] magazines. . we gei siao . . go take. . 2 . . .

den off we took e life 2 our individual locker. . .

reached hm le, bath le. . den watched scv chnl 62 [Hao qing]] . . . v.nice show. . hot yan dao-> Koo tian le . . aka louis koo . . . oso haf cheN yi xuN . . .





Nitez. . . chao Liao . . swt dreams ! ! !

Bz daEs in Equinox , but 2dae gt free coolin dessert maKan . . .

2dae as usuaLm woRk 1-9pm . . . gt functiOns. . . henGz. . . mini 1s . . . Phew ``!!!

doin preparations (mise-en-place)) . . . Lookin after high tea buffet, , , shagz manx. . den b4 webt fer diNner, heLP a colleague named fei hong cut onions 2 slices fer makin soUps fer tmL . . . . . 50 peeled onions . . sliced dem . . WA SEH ! . . . lolx

den weNt fer mY dinNer, , , saW sharon, so i joined her. . . tokin craps she, tat's her. . . lotta rubbish and summore i muz repeat my words again as her hearin not gd 1. . . siAnz, waste my saLiva . . den 1 of a same skooL (RITC) mate joined in, chat awhiLe den i chao (g2g) liao . . .

waLked back 2 kitchen sianz x2 . . den start work again . . help out as i can . . den gt chinese banquet's fds fer e function . . . dey pushed up their prepared foods 2 equinox (lvl69), their kitchen's @ lvl4 . . lolx. . . gt roasted duck . . etc.

after help out little in Equinox (EQX)'s functions dish out . . . i volunteered 2 help e chinese side 2 dish out. . . bY puttin sauteed vegs into each dish . . den dey put e slices abalone & its related sauce. . . gt extra abalones lehx. . . i wan eat but chef Ivan's dere, i dun dare 2 eat lehx. . . ke``ke__ 1 of dem sae i wanna helped dem bcoz i gt motive, i said him back: "u tink i came 2 help u, bcoz i wanna eat e abalone?" , , , den he luffed. . . lame he. . . im nt tis type of person . .

den i continued my work . . in between, i helped 2 do sum preparations fer tml high tea, arranged 3 types dim sums in e basket steamerS, cuT mirepoix(mixture of vegs) and trim away fats & flappy skin from chix thighs . . . 1 of e chinese side colleague gave me drink a bowl of their dessert, watermelon + xue ke . . . yummi lor. . . gd fer throat & body, summore quence my thrist . . . machiam livin in desert . . . ha`` x2

quite excitin life in EQX . . . i'LL continue jia u .. . ``

b4 went hm, sAw e toiLEt cleaner auntie, she's a cheerfuL & cuTEz person, always caLLed me darLingz. . . lolx. . i asked her y her frenz (our hotel's staff meaLs' chef)) didnt cum 2 wOrk . . she toLD me she kanA accident @ JB. . 1 mth m.C. . May she haf a quick recoverY . . as she cooked de fds Are beta den now de staff chef cooked de. .

wh-0's tat ? ? ?

I like e funny part of e movie when Jack's on e waY bein eaTen by e red indians. . . and e escaping route from dem . . so Funny !

And e rest being trapped in the skeleton cages. . . dey climbed up e moutain . . . lolx. . . sumtimes Jack behaved sorta sissy . . and quite man sumtimes. . . deserVe 2 watch tis movie movie. . . aGain & again . . . ! ! !

Beta 1 ? hoPE So . . .

c-H-o-Co-L-a-T-e-$

Taken tis pic from a library book in NationaL library . . . bo LiaO . . bUt e chocs so Kawaii anD look yummi ! ! !

aren't deY kawaii ? ? ?

took e pic in a M.S clothinGz shoP . . i asKEd my frenz took fer Me, as i pai seh . . as it's on e cashier counter. . . lolx , hah `` __ lame thouGhz x_x

ch 8 shoW `` chEn x2 hostin de eatin show__`

[Guang__binG>>`` -->v.cuTez, e doughs are being sticked @ e sides of e OPened fire stove . . . and cooked till crispy . . . it's hard @ e bite but soft inside . . . sound interestin texture`` . . .


e OutLook of e inside of [Guang binG>>``__

---- iGnore e bLack Lines, due 2 e tv's + hp's de radIati0n . . . ====

SaUsaGes + related items 'exhibition'' @ PMC

PMC = Plaza-Marketplace in SwissoteL ThE StamfoRd














Bakery Items . . seLdom c dem in e producTion . . .

tIs exhibitioN is a raRe 1 ~ ~ ! ! ! im so fortunated 2 c it ! , yes. . . i am . . . i didnt knew tis tiL butcher chef RonnIe toLd me tis : tat im a veri fortunated trainee among aLL trainees. . .

i not onLi C varieties of sausages, coLD cuts, dried items. . . i oso c sum of e rare kinds of breads. . . . too bad, i didnt took dw cold side's dishes (gardemanger)) . . . nvm . . .

den gt live station, nid 2 pan fried sausages. . . i got helped out in e pan-fryin and e carving station (gt honey baked ham and roast turkey)) . . . in e enD, shag manx. . .

=x Gui x2's famiLyY += & piggYs

my frenz haf jobs lobang

mY frenz haf jobs lobang . . . she wrkin in the cafe. . . salary is between $500-1k . . ani1 interested ? tell me thru emails or in msn --> jasline_87@hotmail.com


thxs. . .

shaRing e truth . . .

i was gLad to met my ex-classmate. . . she den intro me tat she's wrkin in a comPany named HeaLthwise, also connected to BLendInn cafe. . .

den she promote me the [healthwise]] product named Kenko sleeping system . . . i bought it in feb . . . i bought the super-single sized de + a pillow Pad. . . it haf queen , pillow pad and braclet.

i alreadi used it fer 5 mths le. . . healtn HAf been improving . . . i can vow and swear tat it reali works. . . dun tink tat u r 19 yrs old etc. . . still young + heaLthy . . . den y we still wiLL xperience suddenly headache / stomachache etc ? ?

i spend quite sum $$ onto it, $$ can b earn back, but can we buy heaLth ? if our health gettin bad, we stiLL nid 2 'feed' $$ 2 e docs / hosp . . . etc. . . stiLL pocket 2 govt ($$ suckers)) . . .

no pain no gain . . . though i goT scolded bY my mom fer spendin e $$ . . . in e end. . . she sae . . . ur $$ waS nt wasted. . . i was so surprised 2 hear TAT !!

e sleeping system haf magnetic theraphy . . . etc . . . i'll update e info soon . . as wanna go zzz le. . . sry manx. . .

dun feel life's unfair when copin wif health probs. . . wanna a listenin ears / sum1 dere 2 cheer u Up . . feel free 2 add me jasline_87@hotmail.com . . .

thxs. . . fer ur time reAdin . . .

wanna noe more frenzs 2 . . feel free 2 add me 2 ur msn contact lists . . . Thxs, Nitez ! !

weNt bacK 2 RITc. . . I MIZ E PLACE SO MUCH !!! ='(

Australia fiShes

Mushrms (champigions))

e cLock stiL dere , saMe as b4`` ^_^


So gd, now gt tis wrkin bench , last time bo lehx. . . onLi study tabLe. . . sob x2

saW Bai wei siew + Linda @ fuNan IT maLL new bk shoP